Of Pride & Self Worship: A Theological Exegesis of Amos 6:1-8


This exegesis is meant to explore the oracle of Amos 6:1-8 while also having an attentive mind to the ways in which God may be speaking to us today. It is Amos who states, “Do two walk together unless they have agreed to do so?”[1] A rhetorical question that the prophet asks early in his letter so that those who would hear his words would recognize the deep calling he felt in proclaiming God’s judgments to the nation. While Amos walked with the Lord in this calling, let us also walk together as we listen to God’s words of judgment through his prophet and seek a deeper discernment to what God may reveal to us today.

Amos the Man and the Backdrop of Israel

The prophet Amos was an average Judean countryside herdsman and caretaker of fig trees near a small town called Takoa, which was about 10km south of the city of Jerusalem.[2] This was probably a family vocation and homestead that he inherited from his father, who was neither a priest nor a prophet himself, and could have included a small heard of sheep and cattle that grazed on the fig plants.

The oracles and actions of Amos were probably recorded between the reigns of king Jeroboam II of the northern kingdom of Israel (760-750 BCE) and king Uzziah of Judah in the southern kingdom (783-742 BCE). Israel and Judah, although divided, had both established equitable and profitable economic ties with the Assyrian and Egyptian Empires while serving as a trade route between the two nations. As Theresa Lafferty points out, “The presence of Assyria as a serious threat to Israel and Judah was a constant background for the messages of the eighth-century prophets. Isaiah and Micah prophesy that YHWH is going to use Assyria as a punitive means to correct the problems within Israel and Judah.”[3]

It was during this economic boom and social state of peace that two shifts were taking place in the kingdom of Israel. “The prophets’ message concerning the poor and their oppressors included but involved more than the problem of individual greed or covetousness.” As Stuart Love expands the thought, “Their message was shaped by a shift in the very structure of Israelite society — old tribal patterns of life were dying, being abandoned or replaced by the new powerful social organization of two developed, exploitive and corrupt dynasties, Israel and Judah.”[4] Power was beginning to shift from a social covenant community practice to a capitalistic elitist few who had political and economic standings. Power was then also being maintained in the favor of the elite few through a politically corrupted legal system that would oppress the poor through enforced land acquisition and prolonged dept.

Along with several other prophets including Elijah, Joel, Micah, and others, Amos is given a vision from YHWH in judgment over Israel and Judah. “Although Amos engaged self-consciously in the activity of prophesying, he explicitly denied the vocation of a nabi (7:14), a professional prophet supported by a cultic or royal shrine. He was at effort to show that he prophesied only by divine compulsion under extraordinary circumstances (3:8; 7:15).”[5]

With the conviction of God on his heart, Amos would begin his ministry in Aram and move through Philistia, Tyre, Edom, Ammon, and Moab. Ted Grimsrud articulates that, “Amos preaches a transcendent ethic—God is not identified with Israel per se. God is identified with justice and righteousness. When Israel itself is unjust, it also is judged.”[6] It was a prophetic perspective that, “the land was rightfully theirs. But now, the courts had become centers for the seizure and redistribution of moveable and unmovable property.”[7] As Grimsrud would state it, “The land was for the sake of the good of everyone, not for the sake of the profit of a few.”[8]

Amos’s relationship with YHWH found significance and authority apart from the institution of state and temple while defining God’s Truth and character in the recognition of justice and righteousness for all people and nations. In dramatic example we see in his opposition while in Bethel, Amos is confronted by Amaziah who told him, “Don’t prophesy here at Bethel any more. This is the king’s place of worship, the national temple.”[9] Ironically, even Israel’s king had lost his vision for the Hebrew identity in YHWH and the rightful place of worship being in Jerusalem. This loss of national and cultural identity to YHWH and His charisma of justice and righteousness was in no way segregated to the prophets alone as there would be no doubt a deep recognition of the loss throughout both kingdoms.

A Bigger Picture to the Book of Amos

The book of Amos is divided into three distinct sections with the first being the prophets beginning proclamations of judgment against the kingdom of Israel (Amos 1:1-2:16). Stuart Love identifies 6 crimes that the prophets speak of to which the kingdom had perpetrated:

  • Land Seizure (Micah 2:2; cf. 2:9; Amos 2:7a; Isaiah 5:8)
  • Debt Slavery (Amos 2:6b; 8:4b)
  • Perversion of Legal Procedure (Amos 5:10, 12; cf. 2:7a; 5:15; Isa. 5:23; 10:2; Micah 3:9-11)
  • Sexual Oppression (Amos 2:7b)
  • Security On Loans (Amos 2:8)
  • Deceitful Merchants (Amos 8:4-6)

Amos then begins to give a greater explanation and reasons for God’s judgment (Amos 3:1-6:14). As Stuart Love expounds, “Israel did not ‘know how to do right’ (3:10). Justice had been turned to wormwood, righteousness had been cast down and obedience to God’s righteousness forsaken.”[10] This was of course envisioned not of the people overall but the elitist leaders who were ideologically circumventing Hebraic justice and righteousness.

Theresa Lafferty comments on Amos’s repeated focus, “The thrice repeated word pair ‘justice and righteousness’ serves to make clear that whereas just and righteous conduct should be having the same effect as life-giving water (5:24), the people have turned justice into poison (6:12) and have forcibly thrown righteousness to the ground (5:7).”[11] The effect being in essence that they have thrown YHWH to the ground and trampled the very covenant that has given them identity as a nation and called people.

In the last section of the book of Amos are the visions of judgment to which is being revealed to the prophet (Amos 7:1-9:15). With the contrast being drawn by Lafferty, she illustrates, “Justice and righteousness in the people’s lives, hospitality toward their neighbours, right judgments at the city gates, proper weights and measures in the markets, these ways of worshipping YHWH were far more important than offering an unneeded sacrifice.”[12]

Despite God’s judgment of the people of Israel being led off into exile, His faith endures and hope is established for the future as Amos’s oracles close; “I will plant my people on the land I gave them, and they will not be pulled up again.” The Lord your God has spoken.[13]

A Closer Look at Amos 6:1-8

Amos 6:1-8 also revels three distinct sections through the spoken proclamation of God. The first being found in verses 1-3 as a set of woes to a great and prideful people.

Woe to you who are at ease in Zion, And trust in Mount Samaria,

Notable persons in the chief nation, To whom the house of Israel comes!

2 Go over to Calneh and see; And from there go to Hamath the great; Then go down to Gath of the Philistines. Are you better than these kingdoms? Or is their territory greater than your territory?

3 Woe to you who put far off the day of doom, Who cause the seat of violence to come near;[14]

The depiction of a ruling class is inlayed upon the wording as it describes the prideful nature to which they use in distinguishing themselves set apart from others. Grimsrud describes how, “book of Amos gives glimpses of the people’s enthusiastic self-confidence (6:1; 8:3) and their popular religiosity that saw the nation’s prosperity as the inevitable result of its faithfulness to God.”[15] These were a people that became blinded by their own greatness while masking it as God’s blessing upon them.

It was this institution of false blessing that they would attempt to forcibly perpetuate and maintain, putting off the prophets calls for YHWH’s judgment, that would ultimately lead them to the “seat of violence” and the coming exile. Within all, “political circles there was tumult and oppression, violence and robbery (3:9–10). People hated any judge who would reprove them or speak uprightly (5:10).”[16] Ellen Davis so rightly contradicts this culture stating that, “The prophetic demand for moral, economic, and religious integrity in human communities and the recognition that human integrity in these several dimensions is fundamentally related to the God-given integrity of creation.”[17] Authentic blessings come through the justice and righteousness of a living God and not the institutions of a political or religious human entity.

The second section of God’s proclamation in Amos 6 is in verses 4-6 where the people’s complacency and moralistic slumber within their idle riches are detailed and revealed.

4 Who lie on beds of ivory, Stretch out on your couches, Eat lambs from the flock And calves from the midst of the stall;

5 Who sing idly to the sound of stringed instruments, And invent for yourselves musical instruments like David;

6 Who drink wine from bowls, And anoint yourselves with the best ointments, But are not grieved for the affliction of Joseph.[18]

The segregation of the richer and poorer classes are highlighted as the upper ruling class is found to be in a life of luxury while the lower class are not even bereaved or thought of in their lacking and suffering. “The problem in Israel,” as Grimsrud writes, “was not that the people did not know intellectually the precepts of the law and their concern for the needy. The problem was the unwillingness on the part of the leaders and judges to administer the law fairly.”[19]

The ruling elite had become complacent in their present standing and turned to inner justification for self morality and ethical pursuits. J. E. Smith gives five descriptions to the rulers and elitists[20] found within Israel at this time:

  • “First, they were guilty of hardened unbelief.”
  • “Second, heartless oppression characterized these sinners.”
  • “Third, they were guilty of sinful self-indulgence”
  • Fourth, they indulged in profane revelry.”
  • Finally, the leaders of Israel showed calloused unconcern.”

The third section in verses 7-8 of Amos 6 details God’s final judgment for the people of Israel while foreshadowing the coming fall of Judah as well.

7 Therefore they shall now go captive as the first of the captives, And those who recline at banquets shall be removed.

8 The Lord God has sworn by Himself, The Lord God of hosts says: “I abhor the pride of Jacob, And hate his palaces; Therefore I will deliver up the city And all that is in it.”[21]

It is hard to see but as Grimsrud shares, “These verses add a sense of God’s ultimately redemptive purpose in his judgments. The book as a whole, it seems, makes the point that God’s people need to live according to God’s justice. Those who do not will be judged (and self-destruct), those who do are given hope for the future. If there were no judgment, the poor would have no hope since their oppressors would never be called to account.”[22]

Textual Nuances, Theological & Historical Implications

The revelations revealed within Amos’s writings hold many nuances and theological implications to not only our historical understandings but also the truths that transcend time. In witnessing their authority we can constructively discern God’s voice into the contexts and situations of today. Although I do not want to exhaust my observations, these are a few that I have found to be of significance.

We Must Always Seek Justice over Pride & Self Service

Both Jeroboam II and Uzziah historically sought to exploit the perceived weaknesses to the Assyrian and Egyptian empires as regional superpowers in need of a trade route. By doing so the two kingdoms would attain political stability and territorial expansion as excavations in, “Samaria have yielded archeological evidence of urban population growth and the development of an economic elite possessing large houses furnished with imported luxury items.”[23] But this would only be a temporal state of peace and economic growth because it depended on the favor of the surrounding nations and not the God given identity YHWH had bestowed on His people.

With civil unrest growing the, “moral condition of the nation was clearly revealed by the prophet’s shock at the cruel treatment of the poor by the rich, at the covetousness, injustice, and immorality of the people in power, and at the general contempt for things holy (2:6–8).”[24] It would not be long and both kingdoms would fall, first to the Assyrian army and then Judah, to the Babylonian forces.

While human institutions can offer positive gain through economic growth and social status, we can also become complacent and blind to the realities of objective righteousness and justice for all creation. Health and wealth propositions serve a self-giving proportion that outweighs and out measures authentic human integrity and moral and ethical character. As Walter Brueggermann states, “When we suffer from amnesia, every form of serious authority for faith is in question, and we live unauthorized lives of faith and practice unauthorized ministries.”[25]

Moving From Consumerist Institutional Idolatry to Authentic Communal Worship

Amos identifies two pagan deities as God pronounces to the Israelites:

25 “People of Israel, you did not bring me sacrifices and offerings while you traveled in the desert for forty years.

26 You have carried with you your king, the god Sakkuth,and Kaiwan your idol,and the star gods you have made.

27 So I will send you away as captives beyond Damascus,” says the Lord, whose name is the God All-Powerful.[26]

Referencing the Hebrews 40 years in the desert, Amos identifies them worshiping the deities that were introduced to them by the Moabites. It was a pagan practice of worshiping the dead and as the Psalmist identifies, “They joined in worshiping Baal at Peor and ate meat that had been sacrificed to lifeless statues.”[27]

Throughout the Old Testament this pagan worship was described in a festival known as the marzeah, which, “is probably derived from the root word rzh which in Arabic means, ‘to fall down from fatigue or other weakness and remain prostrate without the power to rise.’”[28] In essence, it was a pagan feast of gluttony, over indulgence, and drunkenness.

With the description of the Israelites being stretched out on ivory couches, feasting on lamb and veal, drinking wine by the bowl full, and indulging in the profanity of perfume and oils, Amos witnesses to their idolatrous worship through the practices of marzeah (Amos 6:7). It does not seem to be too big of a stretch in seeing the Israelites here foreshadowing the story of the bloody finger writing on the Babylonians wall during the coming exile (Dan. 5:1-12).

Intriguingly, the Greeks would also practice the marzeah in connection to the worship of Dionysius and the pagan rituals around sacred marriages and funerary feasts. John Garstang writes, “The conception of the Great Mother as goddess of the dead is by no means strained or unnatural, for the resurrection and future life is a dominant theme in the universal myth associated with her. And just as the dead year revived in springtime through her mediation, so she may have been entreated on behalf of the dead for their well-being or their return to life.”[29]

The Israelites of the 8th century had become so enamoured by the pagan gods of their economic, political, and religious global counterparts that they had consumeristically embraced their practices and rituals while completely loosing all communion with YHWH, the God who truly formed them as a people and nation dedicated in His identity.

With such a strong connection to worship and the belief in resurrection through marriage, the theological implications to the Last Supper and Christ’s resurrection are insurmountable. Identifiably, “Later, Jesus would comment to His disciples, ‘How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God!’ (Luke 18:24) Prosperity promotes values in deep conflict with what God Himself says is important.”[30] The practice and ritual of the Eucharist and communion enters us into a completely new imagination of kingdom and citizenship, one that Walter Brueggermann identifies as meaning, “to [actually] live inside God’s imagination. It is to be caught up into what is really real, the body of Christ.”[31]

When the illusions of economic success and global standing foster a culture of consumerism, the social consequences create a moral and spiritual numbness or empty drain that completely erodes the fabric of societal function. With no responsibility for neighbour or common other, it is only a matter of time before the self-serving nature and ideology of consumerism completely destroys communal abilities. “Thus consumerism,” Ellen Davis shares, “is the death of Christian eschatology. There can be no rupture with the status quo, no in breaking kingdom of God, but only endless superficial novelty.”[32]

I think it is important to recognize the funerary practice of mourning as well. While revelry and celebratory feasting can dull one’s senses to the recognition of loss, mourning allows the soul to grieve the wrongs within society and the losses of human identity. Juliana Claassens writes that the, “tears of the people serve as an important—quite often the only—tool to counter injustice. The tears of God, as embodied in the wailing women, call on us to resist those instances where contemporary manifestations of the empire abuse their power—be it in instances of war and genocide, or where big business and oil companies abuse their power, or where unjust governments trample upon whoever is in their way.”[33]

By stripping away consumeristic institutional idolatry and embracing authentic communal worship, the individual can and will find a true fulfillment of purpose and deep understanding of belonging that connects them with meaningful practices in the present as well as discernment into the economic, political, and religious communities around them. As Davis shares, “Any ‘little economy’—that is, a human economy—may succeed and endure only to the extent that ‘it justly and stably represents the value of necessary goods, such as clothing, food, and shelter, which originate ultimately in the Great Economy.’ When economies and cultures fail to recognize the Great Economy or kingdom in which all value originates, ‘they make value that is first abstract and then false, tyrannical, and destructive of real value’.”[34]

Conclusions Not Withstanding The Works Of The Miraculous To Come

Sitting at the eating bar with a coffee next to me, I began reading a book I had just picked up called ‘A Common Ground: Lessons and Legends from the World’s Great Faiths’. Figuring I would read a bit before beginning my dwelling time, I opened it to a beginning fable:

“A man who wrote fables was passing through a secluded forest when he met Fortune. The Fabulist attempted to flee, but Fortune pursued until he captured the Fabulist. “Why did you try to run away?” asked Fortune. “And why do you regard me with so much animosity?” “Well,” answered the Fabulist, “I don’t know what you are.” “I will tell you what I am,” said Fortune. “I am wealth. I am respectability. I am beautiful homes. I am a yacht and a clean shirt each day. I am leisure and I am travel. I am fine wine and a shiny hat and a warm coat. I am enough to eat.” “Very well,” said the Fabulist in a whisper. “But for goodness’ sake speak softer.” “Why?” asked Fortune. “So as not to wake me,” replied the Fabulist.”[35]

Reaching deep into the Spirit during my dwelling time, I couldn’t help but sense the great slumber of the Israelites while they lounged on their ivory couches, feasted on the elaborate banquets, drank freely and had little need for anything. It seemed as though the soft spoken riches of their present condition was about to be abruptly woken up to the excruciatingly laud realities of brutal conquest and humiliating exile.

While finding great reflections in global and local economies and institutions, what struck me the most in that moment was the incredibly long shadow it cast over the Christian church. With such a consumer driven culture of personal salvation, institutional pride, moral and ethical elitism, and self-serving salvific pride; has the church fallen madly asleep in the face of certain coming insignificance at best, and total obliteration at worst?! In the words of Walter Brueggermann:

“The contemporary American church is so largely enculturated to the American ethos of consumerism that it has little power to believe or to act… The internal cause of such enculturation is our loss of identity through the abandonment of the faith tradition. Our consumer culture is organized against history. There is a depreciation of memory and a ridicule of hope, which means everything must be held in the now, either an urgent now or an eternal now. Either way, a community rooted in energizing memories and summoned by radical hopes is a curiosity and a threat in such a culture.”[36]

If we are to learn anything from the oracles of Amos and the history of the Israelites, it is that we cannot remain in a consumeristic culture of pride and self-worship. We must wake up and endeavor to pursue the works of the miraculous as it is defined by Davis as, “not an interruption of an order, but rather the irruption of the true order—the order of the creator God—into the demonic order of the present world…. It is an announcement that the new order is at hand, that ultimately power belongs to the God of creation, of true order, freedom, and justice.”[37]

[1] The Holy Bible: New International Version. (1984). (Amos 3:3). Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan.

[2] Ibid. (Amos 1:1 & 7:14).

[3] Lafferty, Theresa V. Prophetic Critique Of The Priority Of The Cult: A Study of Amos 5:21-24 & Isaiah 1:10-17. (Eugene, OR: Pickwick Publications, 2012) Kindle LOC #660.

[4] Love, Stuart. “Failing To Do Justice: The Quandary Of The Poor In Eigth Century Israel & Judah.” Leaven, Article 4, Volume 1, no. Issue 2 Ministry To The Poor (1990): 11-17. http://digitalcommons.pepperdine.edu/leaven/vol1/iss2/4) Page #12.

[5] Freedman, David Noel, Astrid B. Beck, and Allen C. Myers. Eerdmans Dictionary of the Bible. (Grand Rapids: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 2009) Pg. #56.

[6] Grimsrud, Ted. “04. Healing Justice: The Prophet Amos and a “New” Theology of Justice.” Peace Theology. June 03, 2008. Accessed April 04, 2017. https://peacetheology.net/pacifism/4-healing-justice-the-prophet-amos-and-a-new-theology-of-justice/.

[7] Love, Stuart. “Failing To Do Justice: The Quandary Of The Poor In Eigth Century Israel & Judah.” Leaven, Article 4, Volume 1, no. Issue 2 Ministry To The Poor (1990): 11-17. http://digitalcommons.pepperdine.edu/leaven/vol1/iss2/4) Page #12.

[8] Grimsrud, Ted. “04. Healing Justice: The Prophet Amos and a “New” Theology of Justice.” Peace Theology. June 03, 2008. Accessed April 04, 2017. https://peacetheology.net/pacifism/4-healing-justice-the-prophet-amos-and-a-new-theology-of-justice/.

[9] American Bible Society. (1992). The Holy Bible: The Good news Translation (2nd ed., Am 7:13). New York: American Bible Society.

[10] Love, Stuart. “Failing To Do Justice: The Quandary Of The Poor In Eigth Century Israel & Judah.” Leaven, Article 4, Volume 1, no. Issue 2 Ministry To The Poor (1990): 11-17. http://digitalcommons.pepperdine.edu/leaven/vol1/iss2/4) Page #16.

[11] Lafferty, Theresa V. Prophetic Critique Of The Priority Of The Cult: A Study of Amos 5:21-24 & Isaiah 1:10-17. (Eugene, OR: Pickwick Publications, 2012) Kindle LOC #845.

[12] Ibid. Kindle LOC #1578.

[13] American Bible Society. (1992). The Holy Bible: The Good news Translation (2nd ed., Am 9:15). New York: American Bible Society.

[14] The New King James Version. (1982). (Am 6:1–3). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.

[15] Grimsrud, Ted. “04. Healing Justice: The Prophet Amos and a “New” Theology of Justice.” Peace Theology. June 03, 2008. Accessed April 04, 2017. https://peacetheology.net/pacifism/4-healing-justice-the-prophet-amos-and-a-new-theology-of-justice/.

[16] Richards, L., & Richards, L. O. (1987). The teacher’s commentary (p. 462). Wheaton, IL: Victor Books.

[17] Davis, Ellen F. Biblical Prophecy: Perspectives For Christian Theology, Discipleship, and Ministry. (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2014) Kindle LOC #327.

[18] The New King James Version. (1982). (Am 6:4–6). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.

[19] Grimsrud, Ted. “04. Healing Justice: The Prophet Amos and a “New” Theology of Justice.” Peace Theology. June 03, 2008. Accessed April 04, 2017. https://peacetheology.net/pacifism/4-healing-justice-the-prophet-amos-and-a-new-theology-of-justice/.

[20] Smith, J. E. (1994). The Minor Prophets (Am 6:3–6). Joplin, MO: College Press.

[21] The New King James Version. (1982). (Am 6:7–8). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.

[22] Grimsrud, Ted. “04. Healing Justice: The Prophet Amos and a “New” Theology of Justice.” Peace Theology. June 03, 2008. Accessed April 04, 2017. https://peacetheology.net/pacifism/4-healing-justice-the-prophet-amos-and-a-new-theology-of-justice/.

[23] Freedman, David Noel, Astrid B. Beck, and Allen C. Myers. Eerdmans Dictionary of the Bible. (Grand Rapids: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 2009) Pg. #56.

[24] Richards, L., & Richards, L. O. (1987). The teacher’s commentary (p. 462). Wheaton, IL: Victor Books.

[25] Brueggemann, Walter. The Prophetic Imagination. (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2001) Kindle LOC #284.

[26] The Everyday Bible: New Century Version. (2005). (Am 5:25–27). Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson, Inc.

[27] The Everyday Bible: New Century Version. (2005). (Ps 106:28). Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson, Inc.

[28] Arcalog. Accessed April 08, 2017. http://www.arcalog.com/baal-peor-and-the-marzeah-feast/.

[29] “INTRODUCTION.” The Syrian Goddess: Introduction. Accessed April 08, 2017. http://www.sacred-texts.com/cla/luc/tsg/tsg04.htm.

[30] Richards, L., & Richards, L. O. (1987). The teacher’s commentary (p. 462). Wheaton, IL: Victor Books.

[31] Brueggemann, Walter. The Prophetic Imagination. (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2001) Kindle LOC #219.

[32] Davis, Ellen F. Biblical Prophecy: Perspectives For Christian Theology, Discipleship, and Ministry. (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2014) Kindle LOC #2602.

[33] Claassens, L. Juliana M. Mourner, Mother, Midwife: Reimagining God’s Delivering Presence In The Old Testament. (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2013) Kindle LOOC #851.

[34] Davis, Ellen F. Biblical Prophecy: Perspectives For Christian Theology, Discipleship, and Ministry. (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2014) Kindle LOC #2207.

[35] Outcalt, Todd. A Common Ground: Lessons and Legends From The World’s Great Faiths. (New York, NY: Skyhorse Publishing, 2015) Kindle LOC #34.

[36] Brueggemann, Walter. The Prophetic Imagination. (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2001) Kindle LOC #277 & #281.

[37] Davis, Ellen F. Biblical Prophecy: Perspectives For Christian Theology, Discipleship, and Ministry. (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2014) Kindle LOC #1367.

Finding Blood, Fire and Smoky Mist In Today’s Wait For The Big Kahuna

smoky-mistBlood, fire and smoky mist (Joel 2:30), words which as Mark shares are rich in the metaphorical presence of spirituality and biblically spoken to the eminence of God in creation. I can’t dismiss the physicality of these elements in scripture. Was Joel speaking figuratively or literally? Does the timing have to be the same for them all? Are they telling of some real narrative recorded later in God’s story such as the blood and water pouring out from Christ’s chest? I don’t really know and it could also boil down to the semantics of questioning the definition of reality.

Still, I think there is a validity both metaphorically and physically to Joel’s words in the eschatological sense; or end to one world and the beginning of the other. This morning I spoke in my old college around the Wisdom of God revealed through the story of Job while dwelling in Job 38-42. Metaphorically these passages speak eschatologically into the new life Job would be living and I tied it to the point that ‘It’s not about who started it, it’s about who finishes it’. It is Job’s character of submitting everything he has, both the good and the bad (Job 2:10), that allows God to bring him into the newness of a man who, “girds up his loins before” (38:3) all of creation and declares God’s, “things to wonderful” (42:3), to mystifying, to amazing to be more then just about “me“!

Likewise, Jesus on the cross submits himself to God in the work of defeating sin while crying, “It is finished!” (John 19:30) The world of brokenness, separation from God, the blindness of the Kingdom being present is removed and a new world is set in its place where we might live in the freedom of God’s promises multiplied through the Spirit’s gifting’s and catalyzing us into a the missio Dei while being in “awe” at the “wonders and signs” (Acts 2:43) manifesting themselves amidst us.

The church then, “moves in the world with humility, knowing that it is always being called to its own conversion as it attempts to embody the coming realities of the Kingdom.” (Mark, Pg. #15) A Kingdom where creation has “all things in common” (Acts 2:44), justice and righteousness is sought for all (2:45), and hospitality is given to everyone without reserve or indifference  (2:46).

I think a good question might be in that as we submit to God through the work of the apostles, how might we define “work“? While the Christian community embodies the metaphorical “Blood, fire and smoky mist” as signs to the presence of Christ’s Spirit through the discipling identity of communal prayer, breaking of bread, and dwelling in God’s Word; these terms must apostolically (Eph. 4) become engrained into all of life’s expressions, both personally and communally, so as not to become a, “self-aggrandizement of the church or individuals“, but shared with all as a, “participation in God’s coming kingdom.” (Mark Pg. #15) With all of creations participation in the coming Kingdom, success is not measured by fulness of the institution or the definition of doctrine, rather it is found in the willingness for embodying a Spirit of, “inclusion, participation, generosity, and attentiveness to the other.” (Mark Pg. #24)

It was in the movie ‘The Big Kahuna’ that the character Larry Mann (played by Kevin Spacey) mistakenly asked his cohorts, “Did you mention what line of industrial lubricants Jesus would have endorsed?” It was a question in search for his own self-aggrandizement or assurance of business success which had little to do with being in service for others. The search, or wait, for the entrance of “The Big Kahuna” had little to do with the “greatness” of Larry Mann or any of the other characters, and was more about their willingness to submit to their own insignificance for the sake of the greatness of others. Or, in the words of Phil Cooper (played by Danny Devito)…

I’m saying you’ve already done plenty of things to regret, you just don’t know what they are. It’s when you discover them, when you see the folly in something you’ve done, and you wish that you had it do over, but you know you can’t, because it’s too late. So you pick that thing up, and carry it with you to remind you that life goes on, the world will spin without you, you really don’t matter in the end. Then you will gain character, because honesty will reach out from inside and tattoo itself across your face.

I can’t help but reflect back on a thought I had a few weeks ago. Posting it on Facebook I wrote: “The greatest trick the devil ever played was convincing the world he didn’t exist. The greatest trick that God ever played was convincing the devil that he was winning. Which trick are you playing?”

With the embrace of new life that we find in Christ, I think we often blind ourselves to the on going death that is taking place within ourselves simultaneously. Perhaps we think it as morbid or negative to do so but, we cannot separate the joys and freedoms of a resurrected eternal life from the ongoing cruciform life we live in today as temporal created beings. While the physical cross was embraced by Jesus on the hill of Golgotha in his 33rd year, he metaphorically clung to the cross through his entire life.

Living in this way, I think, is really a continuance of practicing a life of “awe and wonder” in the Spirit’s work. Assumedly, we have confused this practice to the witness to the “good” in life while leaving the “bad” to cast off, marginalize, or exclude from the soul’s journey. Revolutionarily, Jesus diverges this understanding by calling us not to act in judgement between the “good” and the “bad“, clean and unclean, holy and unholy, but allow ourselves to see all things as new. In some sense, we are to be in awe and wonder of sin and brokenness too, not judging it and excluding it from ourselves or the other, but rather submitting it as part of the redemptive process we go through both as personal and communal beings before God in community.

Returning to the question of, “Which trick are you playing?” If we are in the effort of trying to prove the devil’s existence, attempting to judge and articulate every nature of sin in creation by saving that which we think is good and excluding that which we deem as being bad, we will fail and ultimately find little meaning in life. But if we embrace the metaphorical cross of Jesus, loose ourselves to the wonder and awe of all things both good and bad, we will find a life of ultimate significance and deepest meaning. It is a life that gives into the Spirit of all things being, “not my will Father, but yours!”

“What Is A House Church?” ~ Vision Proper For The Tribe of Expressions

What is a House Church?” This is probably the most common question I get asked when people hear that I am a House Church leader in The Edge. I think one of the common mistakes we make in answering comes when we see House Churches as a model rather then an organic community of people. We say, “We are trying to…”

  • “… be like the 1st century house churches.”
  • “… be less organizational.”
  • “… just do life with friends and family.”
  • “… do church smaller within our homes and living rooms.”
  • “… be a simple small group.”

Family on MissionWhen we really look at what being a house church is, our intentions are not to follow a model or even past example, it is really to be a closely knit spiritual family who are covenanted in the mission of God together! We are a 21st century gathering of people who wish to live as Christ within the Kingdom of God as it reveals itself in our homes, neighbourhoods, and surrounding communities!! We can call ourselves a tribe when we find ourselves interlinked in the journey of shared discipleship with one another in the desire to be like Jesus in the world today!

In any house church, there is always two shaping perceptions which catalyze their movement – their Vision Proper and the Practical Community Rhythms they create around it. A tribe’s vision proper, as Dave Rhodes expresses[1], is really the ideals and hopes they see God calling them towards. It is “the way things are meant to be” and the essential building blocks which we perceive to be in any Christian discipling community. The practical community rhythms created around that vision are really the mission statement, values, strategies, and measures each tribe begins to create and practice that move them towards that calling. In the simplest terms, the first addresses the question, “What is God calling us to, or saying to us?“; while the second speaks to the question “What are we going to do about it?

As part of the Edge House Church Movement, the Expressions Tribe follows a vision proper to which every house church in its membership strives towards. We believe ‘To Live Is Christ‘ (Phil. 1:21) and that we seek to live that out through Loving God, Loving People, and Making Disciples. But we also recognize the autonomous contexts and cultures to which each house church may find themselves in through their own unique local community and the language to which they find meaningful. In this way, the Expressions Tribe has found their own reflection of The Edge’s vision through the mission of ‘Seeking Expressions of Jesus as Lord in Life and Community‘, practiced through the practical community rhythms of Invitational, Incarnational, and Inspirational Living. While we will look at these practical community rhythms in future posts, this post is really looking at the vision proper for Expressions and the essential building blocks or mDNA (Missional DNA) we look for in our lives as disciples.

Five Irreducible Minimums

In his greater work ‘The Forgotten Ways‘, Alan Hirsch identifies five irreducible minimums to a missional movement. As he shares, these five minimums should be present in any gathering tribe to bring purpose and significance to their movement. Expressions has found these minimums as reflective in our own mDNA as a house church with the hopes of others embracing them as essential to their own growth in identity as House Church’s who are a part of God’s calling.

It is important to realize that these minimums are ideal in there expression, which is why they are part of our vision proper and seen as the hopes we feel called by God to grow in as we journey through both personal and communal discipleship. In no way is any of our members expected to be perfect in expressing or practicing all the minimums or essentials in perfect balance. They are simply visional goals we can strive towards in balance as the practice of each can bring fruitful growth both to our personal lives and the community we are a part of.

Centred on Jesus ~ ‘Expressions of Jesus as Lord’

Jesus is LordAt its deepest core Expressions seeks to centre its mission on ‘Seeking Expressions of Jesus as Lord in Life and Community’. It is here that all our tribal movement begins. Jesus is calling all of us to answer the question of “Who do you say that I am?[2] The answers to which we give are not so much in the words we share or the spoken statements we make but rather shown in the lives we live and the community which we journey with. It is an identity we take up in which we hope to become more like Jesus in everything we do. As Leslie Newbigin states, “The confession ‘Jesus is Lord’ implies a commitment to make good that confession in relation to the whole life of the world – its philosophy, its culture, and its politics no less than the personal lives of its people. The Christian mission is thus to act out in the whole life of the whole world the confession that Jesus is Lord of all.[3]

It is important to note however that as God’s creation we are not in possession of that mission on our own but rather that God’s mission possesses us. We do not start with the church being that which defines our missional identity but rather the character, life, and being of Jesus is the central identifying bases for everything we do as a church community. By this I mean that it is not our mission to fulfill every desired wish we ourselves have for this world but rather it is God’s mission we are to witness and proclaim to the world as we participate in it. A man named Christopher Wright wrote it in the words that, “It is not so much the case that God has a mission for his church in the world, as that God has a church for his mission in the world. Mission was not made for the church; the church was made for mission – God’s mission.[4]

When Expressions missional center is on ‘Seeking Expressions of Jesus as Lord in Life and Community‘, we find ourselves propelled outwards into the world while imitating Jesus in everything we do through the practical understanding and acting out of something we call (I)Living ~ Invitational, Incarnational, and Inspirational Living. How exactly can we do this? What practical steps can we take in acting these rhythms out? This will be explored in future posts but first, let’s briefly look at the vision proper for these three practical rhythms.

Worship ~ ‘Invitational Living’

Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.[5] You cannot help but hear Jesus’ words and be drawn into there focus on righteous worship through Loving God and responding to His Invitation when hearing His commandment. But why did Jesus start with the word “love”?

Love in practice is meant to be more then just an expression of individual personal affection towards another as we reflect its passionate nature in heart, soul, mind, and strength. It is a relational tension that is felt and encountered between people as it binds them together holistically through shared experiences in life. These moments of binding tension articulate the boundaries of any relationship as well as the freedoms, expressions, and practices within it. While we grow to recognize our desires and tensions in responding to God’s invitation, we find personal and communal ways of expressing and showing that practice through Listening, Learning, and Living in obedience to His voice and presence as we encounter Him amidst our daily lives.

By creating environments, spaces, and practices of Invitational Living we are in the hopes of finding sanctuaries to which God can commune with us in, “a place of reflection and renewal, where you can listen to yourself away from the dance floor and the blare of the music, where you can reaffirm your deeper sense of self and purpose.”[6]

Mission ~ ‘Incarnational Living’

You shall love your neighbour as yourself.[7] Words which drive us to Love People unconditionally and not just those who we recognize, but all people regardless of their differences. Embracing a life of Incarnating the likeness of Jesus within ourselves we strive in every moment to live in servanthood towards self stewardship and for others through renewing, reconciling, and resurrecting the significance of all relationships and creation. It is our experience in this practice that we recognize, “most people needed to feel a sense of belonging before they believed. And they needed acceptance before they could even begin to understand what repentance or transformation might look like. When you invite the messiness of broken humanity, you also invite amazing grace.[8]

Incarnational LivingAt first glance, loving our neighbour seems like a second command that Jesus is giving us following his first to love God. Yet in actuality Jesus really sees them as one complete direction. We cannot fully love God and recognize His invitation without loving our neighbours and his creation too by incarnating and reflecting His image within ourselves. In essence, understanding God in Word is only one side of the coin while loving people in action and incarnated deed is the other.

Renewing our minds and bodies with those parts of our lives that have been marginalized or often forgotten about leads us to the very far reaches of our personal and social identities. As we engage and enflesh a sense of Christ-likeness within these relationships, we embody a holistic act of Reconciliation to the other in the hopes of bringing a lasting experience of Resurrection and restoration to newness of life in ourselves and the community we are a part of.

Discipleship ~ ‘Inspirational Living’

Being a part of God’s mission also has the deeper calling to “make disciples of all nations“.[9] Living an Inspirational life we strive to Invest and challenge others to enter a covenant of discipleship with us as we seek to become more like Jesus together, Involving and intertwining themselves as a living gospel into a world where the Kingdom of God and His authority has drawn near, while continuing to Inspire others who have not heard God’s calling and story. It is as Pat Keifert writes, “about initiating persons into the reign of God through evangelism and a deliberate spiritual journey that takes [them] from being Seekers (consumers of religion as commodity) to being disciples of Jesus.[10]

The life of discipleship in the Expressions Tribe takes on a radical meaning which is often missed in the traditional church. We do not look for people to join us in simple membership but rather we seek those who are willing to engage with us in the discipleship journey of ‘Imitating Jesus‘ in all of life through their own expressions of Invitational, Incarnational, and Inspirational Living! As Hirsch states, “For the follower of Jesus, discipleship is not the first step toward a promising career. It is in itself the fulfilment of his or her destiny.[11]

A Covenant Community

Expressions I LivingThe gathering of any Christian missional community must find itself united through more then just common affiliation and/or curriculum. These four essentials or irreducible minimums in balance come together to form the fifth essential which as a whole is a communal responsibility towards each other that becomes more an accountability to each member then just a relaxed tie that can be broken simply by “not showing up” or ceasing to attend. As Alan Hirsch points out, “A church is formed people not by people just hanging out together, but ones bound together in a distinctive bound. There is a certain obligation toward one another formed around a covenant.[12]

It is true that being in covenant cannot be considered lightly in significance. But, that is the point! Our relationships in being a part of God’s mission is of great significance both to God and each other! The bounds formed between tribal members become intertwined both personally and communally. In some sense, we become a family as Jesus shared, “My mother and my brothers are those who hear the word of God and do it.[13]

The language to describe this bound is difficult to find but, I think Desmond Tutu touched on it when he wrote about the African understanding of ubuntu. He shares that:

“My humanity is caught up, is inextricably bound up, in yours.” We belong in a bundle of life. We say, “A person is a person through other persons.” It is not, “I think therefore I am.” It says rather: “I am human because I belong. I participate, I share.” A person with ubuntu is open and available to others, affirming of others, does not feel threatened that others are able and good, for he or she has a proper self-assurance that comes from knowing that he or she belongs in a greater whole and is diminished when others are humiliated or diminished, when others are tortured or oppressed, or treated as if they were less than who they are.”[14]

Covenantal life is not always easy but it is also the catalyst for the movement of any one tribe or house church and its members. In its best expression a tribal covenant is practiced by every member both personally and as a community while it details some of the practicalities and strategies of all four of the other vision proper essentials. There is much more that can be shared and conversed about in the way of covenant living being shaped through practical community rhythms which we will explore in a separate post towards the end of our journey.

Conclusion ~ Creating a Space For Tribal Gathering and Future Discussions

Knowing that a House Church is defined by the presence of these five essentials and the people who put them into practice helps us to see that the church is never defined by the building in which it gathers, but rather what its members bring to the gathering itself. Whether these people gather in a park, a community centre, a theatre, a mall, a coffee shop or restaurant, or the living room of someone’s home is not what is important. At the very heart of these community’s and tribe’s that we call a “House Church” is a named identity not because they gather in a house but because they exist as a household, a family unit that has been called and sent into God’s mission together.

“But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.” ~ Joshua 24:15

With a vision proper now laid out for the Expressions Tribe and an understanding of what it is God is calling us to, we are ready to turn to the practical community rhythms which shape how we live it out. Over the next series of posts we will explore some of the practical ways we might be able to fulfill these five essentials. While we see Covenant Living being the essential which ties it all together, we’ll first look at the formation of a mission statement and Expressions declaration ‘Seeking Expressions of Jesus as Lord in Life and Community‘, followed by our rhythms of Invitational, Incarnational, and Inspirational Living.

While I’ve tried to keep this post in the simplest language I could, I realize there may still be questions on its points. So ask away! Let’s keep the dialogue going and whether it is over coffee in person or in a comment below, I hope together we can follow Jesus as Lord in every expression His mission takes!!

[1] http://100movements.com/framing-the-future/

[2] The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Matt. 16:13-20). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

[3] Newbigin, Leslie. The Open Secret: An Introduction Into The Theology of Mission. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1995), Kindle LOC #232.

[4] Wright, Christopher J. H. The Mission of God’s People: A Biblical Theology of the Church’s Mission. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zondervan, 2010), Kindle LOC #155.

[5] The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Mk 12:29–30). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

[6] Heifetz, Ronald A., and Martin Linsky. Leadership On the Line: Staying Alive Through the Dangers of Leading. (Boston, Massatusses: Harvard Business School Press, 2002) Kindle LOC #3111

[7] The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Mk 12:31). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

[8] Hirsch, Deb. Redeeming Sex: Naked Conversations About Sexuality and Spirituality. Downers Grove, Illinois: Inter Varsity Press, 2015) Kindle LOC #159.

[9] The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Matt. 28:19). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

[10] Keifert, Patrick. We Are Here Now: A Missional Journey of Spiritual Discovery, (St. Paul, Minnesota: Church Innovations Institute, 2006), Pg. 126.

[11] Hirsch, Alan. The Forgotten Ways: Reactivating the Missional Church. (Grand Rapids, MI: Brazos Press, 2006) Pg. #103.

[12] Hirsch, Alan. The Forgotten Ways: Reactivating the Missional Church. (Grand Rapids, MI: Brazos Press, 2006) Pg. #40-41.

[13] The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Lk 8:21). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

[14] Tutu, Desmond. No Future Without Forgiveness:. (New York: Doubleday, 1999) Kindle LOC #431.

A Deep Gaze Into Missional Theology and The Eschatological Gleanings From Them ~ Pt. #5 ~ Fun Houses and the True Identity of the Ekklesia

Funny MirrorsAs a boy I used to love going to the local fair and exploring the fun houses and the glass maze. I would sometimes spend hours feeling my way through the glass and mirrors till I reached the top of the house and the maze broke way to a large open room filled with funny mirrors. They were curved and warped so that when I stood in front of them they would distort my image and I’d look really short and fat or tall and super skinny. I’d laugh with my friends, point at their funny images, and strike poses for my own amusement.

Looking back, there was a certain degree of reality within those moments in the fun houses. Paul shares with the church in Corinth that, “When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face.”[1] He was articulating that as we grow in the maturity of Christ, we do not fully comprehend all that the Kingdom of God wishes us to see and as such we need the relationship of likeminded disciples around us who can be, “a sign, instrument, and foretaste of the reign of God.”[2] This is the birthplace for ekklesia.

Ekklesia being a Greek word comprised of two sub-words; Ek which means “out”, and Klesia which means “called”. Together they mean the “called out ones” and it is often referring to the church.[3] The church therefore is found through the binding together of disciples as they naturally form covenant bonds of communal mutual rhythms in life. As Wright articulates it, “it comes about as people worship the God in whose image they are made, as they follow the Lord who bore their sins and rose from the dead, as they are indwelt by his Spirit and thereby given new life, a new way of life, a new zest for life.[4]

The role of the church is not in its own service but rather for the benefit of the whole world. “The power of the gospel lies not in the offer of a new spirituality or religious experience,” Wright continues, “not in the threat of hellfire (certainly not in the threat of being “left behind”), which can be removed if only the hearer checks this box, says this prayer, raises a hand, or whatever, but in the powerful announcement that God is God, that Jesus is Lord, that the powers of evil have been defeated, that God’s new world has begun.[5] The expression of Jesus as Lord can of course be diverse and numerousas it spreads across the imaginations and creative landscapes of Jesus’ followers.

In his book ‘The Mission of God’s People’, Christopher Wright points to a recognized loss where the church in the last course of history has seemed to of misplaced its understanding of being the “sent ones” into the world and instead interpreted election to be about self gratification and aggrandizement. Closing in my thoughts to the understanding of the church’s identity I’d like to share his prophetic insight as we reimagine what it means to be God’s true ekklesia and “sent ones” to the world. He writes:

“Election of one is not the rejection of the rest, but ultimately for their benefit. It is as if a group of trapped cave explorers choose one of their number to squeeze through a narrow flooded passage to get out to the surface and call for help. The point of the choice is not so that she alone gets saved, but that she is able to bring help and equipment to ensure the rest get rescued. ‘Election’ in such a case is an instrumental choice of one for the sake of many.

In the same way, God’s election of Israel is instrumental in God’s mission for all nations. Election needs to be seen as a doctrine of mission, not a calculus for the arithmetic of salvation. If we are to speak of being chosen, of being among God’s elect, it is to say that, like Abraham, we are chosen for the sake of God’s plan that the nations of the world come to enjoy the blessing of Abraham (which is exactly how Paul describes the effect of God’s redemption of Israel through Christ in Gal. 3:14).”[6]

[1] The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (1 Co 13:11–12). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

[2] Newbigin, Leslie. The Open Secret: An Introduction Into The Theology of Mission. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1995) Kindle LOC #1520

[3] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_4u8TRorUw

[4] Wright, N. T. Surprised By Hope: Rethinking Heaven, The Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church. (New York, New York: Harper Collins, 2008.) Kindle LOC #3591.

[5] Wright, N. T. Surprised By Hope: Rethinking Heaven, The Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church. (New York, New York: Harper Collins, 2008.) Kindle LOC #3510

[6] Wright, Christopher J. H. The Mission of God’s People: A Biblical Theology of the Church’s Mission. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zondervan, 2010) Kindle LOC #1089.

The Edge Leadership Retreat – To Live is Christ

This past weekend was awesome as leaders from Vancouver, Vernon, Calgary, and Virden all came together as part of The Edge Movement. Together we shared stories of God’s presence and work in our tribes, visions and hopes we have had, and we spent time praying and encouraging for one another. We also explored the Covenant Vision that unites us as a movement which seeks To Live is Christ with the greatest of intentionality!!

However, not all of us were able to make it to the gathering and although it doesn’t cover it all, we have an audio recording of John as he shares our covenant in being The Edge. I will be writing about this in the coming weeks but, here is the audio from this past Edge Leadership retreat!!

Part 1

Part 2


To Live is Christ

Love God

Love People

Make Disciples

Missional Leadership Polarities

A Narration To Relational Polarities and Ritualistic Church Encounters

Church CathedralsI thought I’d begin this post with a bit of a story in my life.

I grew up in the church. Probably not the one you’re expecting. While not overly religious, my parents baptized me as an infant in the Catholic community they were a part of back in Hamilton Ontario. It would only be a few years later that my parents would divorce and my mother and I would move from Fort McMurray down to Calgary.

While divorce was not looked well upon in the Catholic denomination, particularly in the late ’70’s and ’80’s, my mother became involved with the Anglican Church cathedrals in downtown Calgary. There were many a choir practices to which she’d bring me I would spend my time as an adventuresome 4-5 year old exploring the “articulated tunnels” and the dark “catacombs” of these “long lost” church temples and cathedrals!! My imagination for the amazing stories that took place in these “ancient” buildings had no bounds!!

As I entered my school years, my mother enrolled me into the Catholic school system; while be accepted because of my catholic baptism, I could never understand why the would never allow me to participate in catholic sacraments during Mass simply because I was a part of an Anglican church and never participated in their First Communion cataclysm classes. It was all a bit prejudicial to me and I left the system the moment my mother gave me the option to go to public school in Junior High.

It was here that I really only found meaning in the church through youth groups and church camp retreats where my friends and I could hike, bike, tell ghost stories around the fire, and yes… sneak into the girls side of the camp late at night when we could slip out of the cabin unnoticed. 🙂

Of course, life does not always go the way we expect it to some times and my life dramatically changed in the mid ’90’s; April 23rd, 1994 to be precise. I was 15 and I was involved in a major car wreck. I will leave the details for another time but will say that on this day my life dramatically changed. My mother passed away and although having other family members around me, I would eventually end up living life on my own through a long hospital stay, a brief single apartment, and a group home experience before entering adulthood and my own living spaces. But this is a story about church.

The years following my accident I really was not involved in the church. There was no point. My friends had long left, as the person I was no longer was the same person I became; and my family had passed away and those left were at a distance while not really holding me to any accountability to such a belief or community. It wouldn’t be until several years later that while delving deep into the Martial Art philosophies I began to question the nature of this God I was raised to believe in and told stories about.

My girl friend at the time (later to be my wife 😉 ), invited me to her church, a Four Square Full Gospel community in NE Calgary. A much different encounter with the church I grew up with as I’d roll my eyes to the old lady in the seats standing up and “prophesying” AGAIN to the falling apart of the church and of course the speaking “in tongues” until she became slain in the Spirit. I’d rock to the contemporary and upbeat music which was far different from the choir led hymnals of old, and of course I’d try to keep from jumping or falling out of my chair whenever Arnie would let out one of his yelps while giving his hour long or more sermons. It was here that Bonnie and I would get married.

Moving south, we found it easier to find a home in the local North American Baptist Church of our community in McKenzie Town. It was here that I in the most sincerest way was “born again”. There is a lot that could be said theologically about this term but it was a reality in my experience where the only way I can describe it is by saying that God became alive to me here and my faith was no longer just about social community and relational friendships but rather about a relationship I had with the God who created me. Through many intimate coffees with my good friend Humphrey and the shared meals with our small group, I was led into my theological studies at a local college called Alberta Bible College. It was here that Bonnie and I were baptized while giving testimonies in front of the congregation and Norm pouring water over our heads.

Drinking deeply from the theological waters of this college campus I began an introduction to the Churches of Christ and Christian Independent community. There was more then just deep intellectual conversations in classrooms and hallways of this institution; there was the amazing epiphanies I had while reconnecting to the deeper meanings of communion that I so misunderstood as a child in the liturgical expressions of Catholicism and Anglicanism; and there was also the tears and raised voices of debate as we discussed the implications of wrongful institutionalized beliefs about baptism and whether Bonnie and I were “damned for the fires of hell” because we were not fully immersed. I couldn’t help but see the parallels to my old feelings of rejection to the sacraments in the Catholic Church as a boy. It’s ironic when you consider Thomas Campbell’s original rejection of the Catholic’s sacramental practices around the Lord’s Table! 😉

Of course, this journey and story would not be complete without mentioning the visits I would make to my fathers Pentecostal community, Victory Church and the many conversations and debates we would get into on the theological understandings of healing. Even today I see the rather scared and damaging effects that journey has had on my dad and his wife. I’m thankful that even though that experience left them spiritual empty and abandoned, we are still here with them and as we listen, pray, and serve; we might be able to bring a restoration in time.

Today I serve in a House Church Movement supported by the Evangelical Missionary Churches of Canada and while I deeply struggle with the idea of denominational ties, I am greatly thankful to be a part of this community! While I do not think it is theologically “all correct”, I truly believe God is working through their endeavors to pursue His Kingdom at there utmost.

Why do I tell you this tail?! While it is riddled with holes, incomplete details, and of course still unfinished, I must confess that I have never been able to grasp the concept of the church being found in one singular denominational declaration or building institution. Church has always been a narrative journey for me and even more so, defined by the many memories and experiences of people, family and friends, who embody its impacts and works in my life and those around me.

I’m going to do something perhaps very dangerous here and say while I could leave you many quotes from Keifert’s and Mark’s writings, I think we will find those in many other posts and I’m sure I will use them in future also. I’d much rather leave you with a thought from my heart as to how we might define the church…

The church is not instituted into a singular doctrine, decree, or denomination – I think we’d all agree to this, if not at least in statement. I might even push Mark and say it is not solely in the pluralism and diversity of narrative experience. The church is the inner working of the Trinity through space and time while in relational polarity between humanities narrative exploration of his nature and the commonalities of ritual expressionism. I’m thinking to explain this more might take another few “300 word” posts! 😉

I could of course be completely wrong here and ultimately rewriting this whole post, hopefully before Thursday. But I felt led to share this while writing today and I’m putting my trust in His guidance. I hope this story meets you all well. Peace be with you!

Future Steps Towards The Edge – Pt. #5 – Conclusion – Pilgrims and Fellow Sojourners in the Missio Dei


Michael Horton wrote once that,

“There is a significant origin and end point to history, within which we ourselves are cast members. It is a courtroom drama in which we are either false or true witnesses, “in Adam” or “in Christ,” justified or condemned, alive or dead.

Neither masters nor tourists, we become pilgrims.

Unlike masters, pilgrims have not arrived and they do not presume to inaugurate their own kingdoms of glory. They don’t have all the answers and they are not exactly sure what their destination city will be like; they are driven by a promise and by God’s fulfillment of his promise along the way. Yet unlike tourists, they are on their way to a settled place and every point along the way is a landmark toward that destination.”

Sojourning with the tribes of The Edge has without a doubt brought great joy in my life and as Horton points out, shown me “landmarks toward that destination” we endeavor to journey towards together. Bevans and Schroeder say that, “Christians are incorporated into the divine life and experience a foretaste of the world’s destiny of full communion with God, with one another and with all of creation.”[1] It is my hope we too will also experience this uniting communion together, so as to become all that which God wishes us to become.

My hope is in sharing this that we will see these challenges not as critiques or divisions, but as opportunities to greater engage in the mission of God as he has called upon us as one unified movement. I know that together I dream of the day that we are all Living the Life of Jesus Within the Lives of Others to The Edge and beyond this world!!

[1] Bevans, Stephen B., and Roger Schroeder. Constants in Context: A Theology of Mission for Today. (Maryknoll, N.Y.: Orbis Books, 2004) Pg. #299.