Heart for Home Mission
Some good friends of ours posted a video of there last trip to Haiti in the last month. We watched it last weekend at ‘An Evening in Haiti’ where they shared there hopes for the future as Heart for Home Missions looks to be a long term missional presence there within the next year and a half. Our Hearts are with you Ricot & Mandy!!!
Missional Training Network: Cam Roxbrough and a Vision for the Future of Canada
I spent most of this afternoon in the basement of Gateway International Church where Cam Roxbrugh and a group of about forty of us sat and discussed a vision for the future development of a Missional Network Training center for the Calgary region. I say center meaning that of what its function and vision would be and not at all in the sense of a building or location. Actually, in truth, the location gathering point brings up an interesting memory as Gateway was not really wheelchair accessible so I ended up being carried down the stairs for the meeting. On one hand, I missed the prayer time before the meeting. However on the other hand, I spend a good portion of the time being carried down and up the stairs in deep internal prayer (“Lord, don’t let them drop me!”). All kidding a side, I am glad and feel very blessed that I still have friends who are willing to rip the roofs off of houses in order to get me in!
Cam’s vision for the next six months was quit exciting as he drew a diagram on the white board which was similar to Alan Hirsch’s five point radial illustration around the value of “Jesus is Lord” (Click Here). As we discussed each briefly we realized that we would need a great deal of more time to reflect on each position. That was the point! Once a month for six months we would gather to explore each value in an in depth and practical way. As per usual, I am jumping the gun and starting to hash through them already! Here are some first initial thoughts that have come to mind in my review:

Missionality
To large extent this was pictured as a center hub which was detailed as any and all conversational dialogue relating to its definition. Definement which itself, I think, is still being pieced together as we put it into practical action. What does it really mean to be missional?
I suppose in my own sense of the word it means to practically and contextually engage within the community you find yourself in with the intent of embodying the mind set, spiritual focus, and physical actions of Jesus. Whew! That seemed like a mouth full and in truth I sometimes find it difficult to put into practice. Let’s face it, when I am cut off on Deerfoot Trail by a lunatic who is trying to kill me my mind set usually goes out the window!
Missionality however seems to envision a reality founded in our journeying together towards a common reality. “The Kingdom of God is near.” We are close but, we are not there yet. I suppose you could say communally we are on a Mission. The mission of realizing the Kingdom presence which we have in each one of us and the realities it brings to the art of potentiality!
I suppose though the greatest question we need to look at is in asking, “What does it really mean to be a church within our specifically called communities?” “What does a functioning Missional community really look like?”
Passionate Spirituality
We pose the question within the context of our individual communities, “Do they experience the living presence of Jesus?” “Does the character and persona of Jesus exude from us as individuals? As groups? As communities?” These can be tough questions! Maybe not in our ability to answer then but, in the answers we have. I am sure in many cases we find connecting points where we can say “Yes, I think they do.” but, we might also find huge gaps where individuals or even groups just don’t seem capable of meshing together as one body in Christ.
Denominationalism is probably one of my favorite “Holy Discontents”. If we are so enamored with the unity Jesus embodied and the love which he shared in the acceptance of all, why do we struggle so hard in unifying as one community, one body? It seems to me that every time I tell some one that I am a follower of Jesus (a Christian) or I go to a large forum gathering of Christians the first question which is always asked of me is “What denomination are you?” Forgive me but, every time I hear that my first immediate response internally is “What does it matter?” Why are we always trying to box each other into neat little categories to which we can whip our hands clean of having any kind of personal and relational connection with each other?
Perhaps the question of “What is Spirituality?” is far more important to a person’s faith then “What church do you go too?”
Incarnational Living
in•car•na•tion \ˌin-(ˌ)kär-ˈnā-shən\ noun
(14th century)
1 a (1): the embodiment of a deity or spirit in some earthly form
(2) capitalized: the union of divinity with humanity in Jesus Christ
b: a concrete or actual form of a quality or concept; especially: a person showing a trait or typical character to a marked degree 〈she is the incarnation of goodness〉
2: the act of incarnating: the state of being incarnate
3: a particular physical form or state: version 〈in another incarnation he might be a first vice-president —Walter Teller〉 〈TV and movie incarnations of the story〉
Merriam-Webster, Inc: Merriam-Webster’s Collegiate Dictionary. 10th ed. Springfield, Mass., U.S.A. : Merriam-Webster, 1996, c1993
I don’t know about you but I have always felt like this was self explanatory! However, in my maturity I have come to see the value of incarnational living becoming less and less appreciated. More and more I see people limiting their beliefs and responsibilities to a “manageable” level. Manageable in that they have little to no communal responsibilities and faith has become more about themselves then about how they care and build relationships with one another. I won’t say much more then that right now but I will leave it with a favorite quote of mine from Kathleen Noris:
“One so often hears people say, ‘I just can’t handle it,’ when they reject a biblical image of God as Father, as Mother, as Lord or Judge; God as lover, as angry or jealous, God on a cross. I find this choice of words revealing, however real the pain they reflect: if we seek a God we can ‘handle’, that will be exactly what we get. A God we can manipulate, suspiciously like ourselves, the wideness of whose mercy we’ve cut down to size.”
Intentional Community
I suppose I find it difficult to know what it is that Cam meant by ‘Intentional Community’. What do you think it means to be an Intentional Community? On the one hand, I can see a need or a calling for the community to move outwards by intentionally building relationships with those who might be considered outside of it. Building into these relationships with the intention of witnessing the kingdom of God coming from within them and being made visible through the rebirth of communal practices.
On the other hand, intentional community can seem to point towards the strength we can find through communal social action. We intentionally act as a community towards bringing the Kingdom of God near through non-violent practices. I remember a comment made last weekend at the Global Citizenship Conference where it was said, “There are two remaining super powers in the world. The United States and the General Public.” Maybe it is true and maybe it’s not however, we can recognize a great power to which we have in acting as one community, one body!
Transformational Discipleship
Discipleship it seems as a traditional point was practiced with the intent on “winning them to our side”. The transformation was more about whether they were going to heaven then are they living a Christ centered life today. This kind of discipleship seems out of balance. Yes, the churches are filling up Sunday morning but a good number of the people there do not recognize how their attendance relates to what they do throughout the rest of the week.
Even more so, discipleship seems to be projected more as a question of “How much of the Bible do you know?” rather then “When was the last time you went and fed the power?”, “How is it that you show your neighbor that you love them?”, or “Where is it that you seek justice?” Perhaps, that is where we can find the discipleship of the future!
Radical Stewardship
Global Warming. Environmental Catastrophe. Extinction. Social Insecurities. Poverty. These are some of the words which I think of when I consider the lack of stewardship we still demonstrate towards God’s creative genius. Let’s face it, the world is full of beautiful things and yet we seem intent on destroying it all in the name of ”My Rights!” My right to prosper over that of others. My right to self preservation over the life of others. My right to build into my own ego at the exclusion of everyone else. Does this seem “right”?
I think God calls us into a radical relationship which embodies social equities, environmental responsibilities, and holistic realities. I am sure it can be said that you can add to my list. What do you see in a “Radical Stewardship”?
The Trials and Errors of Seeking Social Equity
The past two days I have been in deep thought while attending a Global Citizenship Conference put on by the University of Calgary. The key speaker being Paul Loeb, an analyst and social activist from the United States. I could probably go on about the uprooted deep reflections which I have had regarding Imperialism, social construction and reconstruction, and the differences I have noticed when it comes to Kingdom language and ethical formation with regards to Paul’s “core values” (narratives and metanarratives) however in truth, it is not what is on my heart right now.
This morning amongst the hustle and bustle of settling into a prepared state for theological and political debate I had a random encounter with a missional calling. Wheeling into the hallway of the church which the conference was being held in, I began looking for the gentleman’s restroom. Upon entering the door I was confronted by a scruffy bearded elderly gentleman maybe in his late fifties who for some reason began telling me of his over night stay at the church while I washed my hands.
He apparently had traveled to Calgary from a small town in British Columbia in order to receive radiation treatments for health issues. Once arriving however, he was unable to afford to return home. For that reason he had spent the night sleeping outside of the church building. Now I could immediately begin to feel the shock of that as it has been dropping to below -15 degrees Celsius her in Calgary for the last week! I quizzed him, “Why didn’t you go to the drop in center downtown?” In a forth right answer he explained a dramatic incident of mistaken identity resulting in his being banned for entering the facility.
Now I have spent enough time serving and working with the homeless to know many of the questionable stories however, the tragedy in this gentleman’s state left me with a deeper calling in heart. That is why I felt a great disappointment in myself when I rushed him off in order that I might get to use the restroom before the mornings activities began.
As I entered the conference room hall and took my seat, I glanced over at all the food which was set out for us and thought, “Erik, you idiot! Why didn’t you offer the man some breakfast? Wouldn’t Jesus of brought him to the table?” The guilt just kept on piling as I listened to the Parhed administrator detail the latest building endeavor and I replayed in my mind over and over Brian McLaren’s call to bridging the equity gap by dismantling the social bubbles which alienate rich from poor and the upper classes from poor classes (I just finished his latest book ‘Everything Must Change’!). I bowed my head and began praying silently. I prayed for the older gentleman; for his health, safety, and ability to return home. I prayed Jesus would forgive me for my slowness in wisdom and ignorance to opportunity. I prayed he would make me wiser for the future in the chance that I might have another encounter like this.
As I lifted my head up again, sitting in the back row I glanced over at the open doors. I saw him! Walking slowly by with his walker; all bundled up in a warm jacket, gloves, scarf, and a hat. They must have thought I lost it or something. In the middle of the administrators speech I through my lap top (which was square on my lap) over the back of the chair in front of me and raced for the door with the small hope of catching him before he got outside! I glanced at Paul Loeb as I rushed by him sitting by the door and thought “What are you doing? Are you crazy?”
I quickly grabbed the gentleman’s attention and asked if he wanted to come in and grab some breakfast. He reluctantly agreed and followed me back to the doors. As I entered I looked back. He seemed to hesitate at the doors, unsure if he should enter. I waved him in and as he approached the table I asked what he would like while pointing at the muffins and fruit. Sadly, he quickly withdrew and said thanks for the offer but he should really go.
Perhaps it was nerves and the fear of standing out or perhaps it was the radiation treatment affecting his appetite. I wasn’t sure. I was a little disheartened however and wondering to myself; would it have made a difference if I had brought the food to him at the door? When it comes to us seeking equity and the reconstruction of a Kingdom society, how can we find a balance so that not just those who are “prosperous” can respond more readily but also that those in need will find greater courage, acceptance, and familiarity with an equality and right to presence? I keep hope, faith, and I pray that in future I and others might be able to find an answer to this question soon.
“For I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink, I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ Then they also will answer, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to you?’ Then he will answer them, saying, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’”
Lions for Lambs: Deep Thoughts About Nothing
Last night was a jolt into reality! Bonnie and I watched the film ‘Lions for Lambs’ which despite its American Imperialistic stance, gave into a stroke of genius with regards to the message it held. Simply stated, our future hope lies with good men who are willing to do something rather then nothing. The statement itself seems reminiscent of Winston Churchill’s address with, “The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing.”
Nothing…nothing…NOTHING! Is a non-violent response considered an act of nothingness today? Can we as a people (spoken in a human context not “American”) take action against the “forces of evil” without having to raise a gun and shot another living being? Blow them up? Stick a knife in them? It pains me to think of the violence we manifest into our beliefs about rights, freedoms, and the emancipation of human souls! It leaves me wondering, “Who and what is terrorism?”
Ephesians 6:12 says, “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.” War mongering rulership, authority, power, terrorism, evil, the “enemy”; I don’t think was meant to be an element which is visible and categorized within a specific people, person, or place. It exists in and because of a broken humanity and can be found not only in those around us but in ourselves as well. Paul’s battle ground was meant to be seen as internal and not external and it is there that we find our great tribulation. Macarius once said, “The heart itself is but a small vessel, yet dragons are there, and also lions. There are poisonous beasts and all the treasures of evil. But there too is God, the angels, the life and the Kingdom, the light and the apostles, the heavenly cities, and the treasures of grace – all things are there.”
I gag to think if we give into the rationalization that Tom Cruise’s character, the Senator gave as justifying a ”War on Terrorism”; and very much a societal suicide and pathological mandate when he said, “No lasting government power has remained so with a non-violent political stance.” (Paraphrased) I think… I believe… I have seen a Kingdom power greater then this in the acts of a simple carpenter named Jesus and his followers!
“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
“Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
“Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.
“Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.
“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.
“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.
“Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
“Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.”
Loving Jesus is the Core of Who We Are
Last Sunday Bonnie and I had the excitment to share our Expressions group with my three little cousins from northern Alberta. It was a small group this Sunday but that is ok. God still showed up! I video taped it so that my Uncle and Aunt would be able to see their expressions when they returned from San Antonio and their 20th Anniversary. I thought I would share it here too.
Remembrance Day : Seeking Out the Kingdom of God
I spent the day today touring the Calgary Military Museum with my three little cousins. It was very moving as I reflected on the costs that war and violence has had and is having on our country and on us as humans. I pray that we are soon able to find peace and rekindle the fires of what it means to really build the Kingdom of God here on earth where the guns will no longer be firing, bombs will no longer be blowing, and neighbors can embrace one another as sisters and brothers. May the real Empire take shape in our hearts and minds rather then the political conceptualizations which we have made it out to be. I hope you find peace this Remembrance Day!

Expressions
A Million Miles in a Thousand Years By Donald Miller
Follow Me to Freedom By Shane Claiborne & John Perkins
Journey to Significance By Neil Cole
Organic Leadership By Niel Cole
Sacrilege By Hugh Halter
Forge Canada
Friend of Missional
Missional Apologetics
The Missional Network
Verge Network
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